Phew! time flew quickly and now i can unlock myself from my desk for months.
honestly im happy cos i managed it until today and i still feeling okay. compare to the last exam i took two years ago. that was a "hard" memory, i named it.
tomorrow will be the day. the test im avoiding. the truth i hope is not.
Things you may not know.
i cant feel those freedom they said, there s something i still need to concern. it has been almost a year, i ve been through this difficulty. Clear, sharp vision. never thought of it will become worse until this stage. i cant see my path ahead. too glare to see. too far to discover. i knew it existence but not knowing of what harm it will cause and now im feeling it. i really hate this kind of feeling.
i used to ask WHY? why me? struggled for long.
In these two years, i think i learned a lot. more mature to face anything. trying my best to overcome it myself. hoping miracle will come to me on behalf of hard efforts. i want my freedom back. get rid of the pain from my family, mom and dad.
they done a lot for me. i just wish i could bring happiness to them in future.
"Always put a smile on your face everyday. this will make people around a good day and your life to be better," i told myself.
